Sometimes I may say “God’s not talking to me……..I don’t hear Him right now…..or….when I pray, all I get is silence.” I’ve even heard someone say “when you’re taking an exam, the instructor is always silent.” This may be true in some instances,but I have another thought……Maybe God is talking but I don’t hear Him because He’s addressing a different matter I have no interest in at the time. Continue reading “Silent God?”
The longer I walk…..the longer I talk…..the longer I seek to know…..the longer I cry out to…..the longer I love……the longer I worship…..the longer I obey…..and the longer I experience my God……………THE MORE I FEAR HIM!
Jesus speaking to Peter:
Father in Heaven, by the blood of Jesus, Your Son, I write to you.
The past approximate 9 months have been quite a journey. My wife and I have stepped out in faith believing you’ve told us to do something that seems totally crazy. We’ve both been unemployed and believe you’ve have told us to stay so. After exhausting all funds, we’ve been totally dependent on you, living each day looking for our daily manna and receiving as needed. We believe you told us to attend the prayer room each day, make ourselves available to the church( the entire body), looking for every opportunity to serve. Continue reading “Open Letter to Father God”
Today, while sitting in my recliner napping , I experienced a moment where I couldn’t tell if I was dreaming or awake (I think some of you may know what I’m talking about).
As I dreamed, I sensed a strong presence. Immediately, I knew it was the Lord approaching and standing right before me. My entire body began to get a current of energy that permeated my entire being. It was similar to goosebumps, but with a much deeper and stronger flow. It felt awesome! Becoming very excited, I held out my hands and said, “Yes Lord, what is you want….please tell me.” I also remember hearing the sound of music and singing that sounded all over the room. I jumped out of my chair and began to search the room for the source of this sound that was every but not found. Soon revelation knowledge came to me that it was the music and singing of angels. Although I could feel and hear it, I couldn’t see it. Wow, it was a fantastic sensation!
As the host filled the room and the Lord stood before me (somehow I was seated again in my recliner facing the Lord….you know how dreams change a scene without a transition). I asked the Lord, “Please tell me what is it you want…..Yes Lord, here I am.” But to my disappointment, I didn’t hear a word; only the singing of many voices, and music……there were many sounds all at once. Some sounds I’d never heard before and can’t describe. However, all the sounds came together beautifully. As I continued to inquire of the Lord, His presence begin to slowly fade away. Sensing this, I became more frantic and desperate, yet He and the heavenly host continued to slowly faded away.
I then came to full consciousness in the chair still asking and wondering what had just happened. As this all transpired, I was constantly in my mind trying to figure out if I was dreaming or was I conscious. I seemed to be in both worlds at the same time. It felt strange and confusing but somehow very exciting.
Not too long ago I was unable to sleep late one night. I begin to pray and ask God what He wanted to say to me. I prayed about numerous things and just listened to what Holy Spirit wanted to tell me. I believe I clearly heard Him say “masturbation is idol worship”. I immediately asked, “What?….please explain.”.
What I heard in my spirit was Continue reading “Masturbation (explicit content-Men only)……Is it Idol Worship?”
Originally given to me on Feb 16 2009:
I see men being empowered with authority in unity. They are taking back ground that the enemy has been claiming as his. I see families restored, marriages mended, father’s and sons coming together in healed relationships , minds being restored and renewed in Christ Jesus. New men moving in power, love , compassion…..breaking chains of bondage Continue reading “Wounded Victors”
Peter is the name. Peter is struggling with homosexuality…..They call you Pete….”Neat Pete”, because you dress well and you’re very neat and clean. You like things orderly and structured. You’re married and have a daughter named Abby. She’s 4 yrs old with dark curly hair and a very timid smile.
You’ve had some random encounters with strange men. This has been something you’ve hidden for years……but you feel your wife is suspicious and your marriage is not going so well. You’ve become angry, frustrated and depressed.
Peter you have a knowledge of God but you don’t know how to reach Him. You’ve gone to church in the past and feel it’s not what you want. Right now you’re feeling suicidal…..however, no one would ever know.
Peter there is a God….and He knows what’s happening……and He wants to heal your pain.
Say this simple prayer Peter, “JESUS HELP ME”……that’s all He’s waiting for.